Dilemma

I get the offer letter from KERRY, finally.
Is is a agreement that I can partly accept.
Why only partly?
Because it is not good enough.

I have two offer letter now.
I'm facing dilemma.
How to choose it?
Both also got their own advantages and benefits.

Really headache about it!
Really no idea.
Really afraid regret after making decision.

Can I have a try in KERRY 1st ah?
Then i will be able to make decision.
I know I'm ridiculous!
But, how good if it can let me try 1st....

Happy!

I'm so so happy now!
I'm super duper excited now!!
Haha...

I've success in KERRY interview!!
hooray~~~

I never think that they will choose me
because they only want 5 out of 25 candidates
furthermore
I don't think that I did an well interview that day

But
It is truth!
I've been elected by them!
really can't imagine it...

Well
there are still some question marks have to figure out
there are also other opportunities given by other

However
I'm really happy with it!!

Indeed

Yes, I know that I'm not pretty!
Yes, I also know that I've no sufficient knowloedge!
Yes, I didn't use my brain as I put it at home!

I didn't counter back
I just keep silent

Because I know I'm not your opponent
Because I still respect you

Indeed, I'm really worst in this case!

Wedding

Last weekend was a wonderful weekend for me!

I think I 've did a lot of things!

I'd went to my relative's wedding, congrats to them!






















Also, went for their wedding dinner, of course.



It was really a fun and memorable night!

Besides, we have also did a crazy thing! (crazy?)

That was....

Know what is it?

It is a contract of wedding photo package!

It is from Dawn's wedding!

Am I going to marry soon?

Of course not lah!

Well, it is just a contract open for 5 years actually.

Haha...

The Road Not Taken

What should I do now?
Continue to work in this company?
Or looking for better offer?

Failed in the interview of international company
in my expectation?
I'm not good enough for them, I know, I admit.
But, I hope there is still a miracle for me.

However, I should also looking for another.
I know the offer which my boss give me is good if compared to other.
But, I can't see my future there.
Should I satisfied with this?

Final Semester Life

What kind of my final semester life now?
Initially plan to have a free and relax final semester since it is the last semester for me (hopefully!) to enjoy as a student.
However, what difference now?
It's totally different with what I expected before!
Attend class, do assignment, do presentation, do quiz, do test....
Besides studies, I've also work part time job!
Who asked me need money to survive meh??
Who asked me need save money for graduation trip meh??
So, there are no free and relax for me anymore!
Besides studies and part time job, I'm also looking for job.
Preparing resume, send out resume, waiting for call, prepare interview, attend interview, a lot of stuff..
See, I'm so busy lah!

Feel of despair sometimes because seem lost direction.
I don't know what role I'm playing now.
Sometimes feel tired, but a lot of things have to consider.
Want to resign, but feel sorry to my manager.
Also, we have to put white flag when talking about reality.
Aiks..
According to ONE FM, I actually should "JUST BE YOURSELF"!!
Yes, I know. But not now!

It is already MARCH now, next month is final exam.
Nothing hope now.
All in my mind is that GRADUATE!!
I just want graduate!
Just pray for me lah!!

MYSLT reunion dinner

There was a belated reunion dinner for MYSLT last night. However, it was fantastic, it was cool, it was fun as well!

Met with those old friends, and jokes with them, talked with them, this was really nice!












It was a memorable night, my friends!