对不起

因为我自私的决定

让你们都失望了

真的很抱歉

对你们造成的伤害

我真的感到很愧疚

除了对不起

还是对不起

Dinner at Ming Court

Jogoya 150809

Genting Trip 140809-150809

Memorable day 13082009

Kerry Annual Dinner 2009

结束

公司的晚宴结束了
毕业典礼也过去了
忙碌的日子也应该结束了

这些日子里
我好像发现了一些事情

该怎么说好呢？
我发觉
我的性格好像为我造成了一些困扰

这么多年以来
我总以为自己是一个开朗乐观正面人缘很好的人
但是现在
我却发现事实好像不是这样

同事们常说我常常闷闷不乐的样子
在公司里的人缘也普普通通
没办法和同事们打成一片
（这也是我最为介怀的一环）
或许我是一个慢热的人吧！
凡事都要慢慢来的。。。

毕业典礼
真的很开心的！
除了有他全程陪伴我北上南下的
更重要的是
我们五姐妹终于再相聚了！
虽然还是有点遗憾少了爸爸婆婆姑姑叔叔
但是我也不应该太强求了

在这次的毕业典礼中
我也发现朋友好像变少了
或许有人说
朋友不需要很多
只要有能交心的朋友就够了

我想
或许是对的

我想
我应该改变自己的心态
然后重新出发

Should or Shouldn't?

There is a month I didn't update my blog
What am I busy for actually?

I was busy for my ACCA class
because most of the classes was held on weekends
besides that, I was also busy for preparation of my company annual dinner
I've been chosen by management to represent annual dinner committee to perform opening dancing!
OMG!
We a total of 5pairs had been practice twice a week
It was really challenging, man!

Today, I've been to UM to take my jubah
That's means my convo is coming soon!
I'm anticipating, but I'm worry too...
Because it's on weekday!
Many of my friends already told me that they unable to attend
I'm so so disappointed....

I shouldn't put hope on it!
I shouldn't ask for demand!
I should feel satisfied with what I've now!

Should I or Shouldn't I?